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title: Back to life
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author: nek0
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tags: english, misc
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description:
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After being out of the cycle for quite some time (I was in hospital as I wrote
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[earlier][post]) I am gradually coming back into what might be called regular life.
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I have been an intern at a local tech company for the past few weeks, where I
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mostly write documentation, but also help with other stuff. I work only 20 hours a
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week, so I don't overexert myself too much. I'm still not at all well. I really enjoy
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my job there, it's definitely better than sitting at home and slowly sink back into
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depression again.
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But still there is some frustration in it. I still remember how I was before and now
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some of these qualities have not come back (yet). My concentration got better, thanks
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to the job and the programming I still do. I may have arrived at the beginning of the
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"valley of despair" with Haskell. My projects don't progress with the speed i would
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like them to progress and the complexity is sometimes a little overwhelming. I have
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the impression that I pretty much suck at this language, yet still I don't want to give
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it up.
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Writer's block is also still there, but sometimes I get a little hint of an idea I
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immediately put down. I'm trying to get a regular schedule for writing or at least
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writing exercises. I am also looking for writing group in my area, but there seems
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seems to be nothing around my area.
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That's about it. A short update about my life.
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[post]: https://nek0.eu/posts/2016-09-02-In-other-news.html
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