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title: In other news
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author: nek0
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tags: english
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description: What went on in my life recently
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Hi folks. I'm sorry I missed to make a blogpost last month, so this one is
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coming early. The reason for this is, that a lot went on in my life recently. I
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had to make hard decisions and set a new course.
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I will be quitting university at the end of this semester. I'm not glad about it
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and it still bugs me and fills me with uncertainty about my future, but
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rationally it's the only way. I couldn't continue studying and working at the
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same time to pay the bills *and* stay psychologically healthy. It didn't work
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out for the last three years and it wouldn't in the foreseeable future.
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With the university not being available as a source of qualification, I'm now
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trying to get a training as IT specialist. Working on and with computers has
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given me a lot of enjoyment in the past years. I learned to code and how to
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maintain Linux systems and I loved to do this in my free time. Maybe that's my
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vocation.
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In parallel to my training, which will not start before next year, and until
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then I will need a thorough psychological treatment. I can't bury my past as I
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initially wanted to. It still affects me. I need to get rid of certain automated
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patterns I still follow. They are not doing me good anymore. I need to work on
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my crappy past and what happened to me. Wounds also need to be treated properly,
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before you can work again.
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In conclusion I would like to thank everyone who has helped me so far. I hope I
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can repay you in any way.
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