From 6178fdeab3e269b45342dd22ea57b1abb8d0a2fa Mon Sep 17 00:00:00 2001 From: nek0 Date: Wed, 19 Apr 2017 05:09:11 +0200 Subject: [PATCH] new post --- posts/2017-04-19-Back-to-life.md | 32 ++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ 1 file changed, 32 insertions(+) create mode 100644 posts/2017-04-19-Back-to-life.md diff --git a/posts/2017-04-19-Back-to-life.md b/posts/2017-04-19-Back-to-life.md new file mode 100644 index 0000000..c8757a8 --- /dev/null +++ b/posts/2017-04-19-Back-to-life.md @@ -0,0 +1,32 @@ +--- +title: Back to life +author: nek0 +tags: english, misc +description: +--- + +After being out of the cycle for quite some time (I was in hospital as I wrote +[earlier][post]) I am gradually coming back into what might be called regular life. + +I have been an intern at a local tech company for the past few weeks, where I +mostly write documentation, but also help with other stuff. I work only 20 hours a +week, so I don't overexert myself too much. I'm still not at all well. I really enjoy +my job there, it's definitely better than sitting at home and slowly sink back into +depression again. + +But still there is some frustration in it. I still remember how I was before and now +some of these qualities have not come back (yet). My concentration got better, thanks +to the job and the programming I still do. I may have arrived at the beginning of the +"valley of despair" with Haskell. My projects don't progress with the speed i would +like them to progress and the complexity is sometimes a little overwhelming. I have +the impression that I pretty much suck at this language, yet still I don't want to give +it up. + +Writer's block is also still there, but sometimes I get a little hint of an idea I +immediately put down. I'm trying to get a regular schedule for writing or at least +writing exercises. I am also looking for writing group in my area, but there seems +seems to be nothing around my area. + +That's about it. A short update about my life. + +[post]: https://nek0.eu/posts/2016-09-02-In-other-news.html